Note: I heard about the tragedy at Virginia Tech after writing this very self-centered entry. I am still absorbing the details at this point, but my thoughts and prayers go out to anyone who has been affected by this tragedy.
What She Wore: teal, Grecian-style top; black capris; black, strappy sandals.
I try not to burden the rest of the world with my ridiculous shallow crap, but today I’m just going to let it fly.
I have not been a good pregnant lady. I have been ordered by my doctor to STOP EATING OUT!
This pains me in a way that I cannot describe. I have NEVER been overweight in my life, and I pride myself on keeping my diet under control.
This has not been the case these last two months. My hunger has become uncontrollable, and like a wild beast I’ve been eating everything in sight. I realize that I cannot diet, and that’s just making it worse. I’m angry at myself because I know that all this weight gain just makes me feel worse, and will make labor and delivery more difficult. So, I’m furious, and overweight, and apparently the most shallow person I know. I’m doing everything in my power to beat back the crazy person in me that’s saying Just Stop Eating.
Pray for me.